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John 6:9 let me break it down plain, Five loaves two fishes is what a boy gave,
So I took what I had and I just did the same, Put all I had in His hands and I just walked away,
I said Lord it's all Yours You can have the whole thing, I know what I bring it might sound a little strange,
But I'm not in it just for this money or the fame, And I'm still just the same ain't nothing ever changed,
I still driver a mini van and naw I ain't ashamed, Sipping Lipton Iced Tea dipping switching lanes,
Like an insane soccer mom about to hit the game. INFO.FRIENDS.CALENDAR.SITE.
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[29 May 2005|08:10pm] |
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wow its only been forever as usual since i entertained u all with an exciting entry...muahaha...
hmm...where should i begin? well i didnt tell u all bout alans prom..its was lotsa fun..i was a lil nervous to go at first cuz i didnt know anyone that well but it all turned out to be perfect :) after prom we went and saw nerina and pookie which was good times as always..i love those chicas!
O YAH..guess what...IM A SENIOR! WOO HOO...only one more stinkin year of high school before i can go on and join the big kids in college..cant wait!
o man..this weekend was mucho fun...i went to orlando with alan and his youth group for their senior trip...ah man..i love all those people..julie was hilarious and steven is really nice....and with the alans, matt, jesse, pookie, amanda, and ash..ya know its gonna be awesome!! they are the funniest kids i know..but o man, my butt is sore! u all are psychos with ur butt slappin! that was fun though!!!!! some things were a little odd tho...especially seein those from the past..dun dun dun..i definitely didnt expect that to happen but oh well...it still went great!
now the boys are takin away my man...buttheads! haha jk...i hope you all have a great time! and keep an eye on alan for me..hehehe... <3
i love you all so much!!!!!
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WOW...prom was so amazing...i had sooo much fun with everyone!! everyone looked amazingly beautiful! and boys were sooo handsome...it was great....poor alan got to meet all my family, he did good tho lol...my whol family liked him, especially my mom which is really really good news..and he said he liked them, but who knows the truth..muahaha we took about 378027502 pictures like ash said..it was fun tho, boys behaved mostly..lol..then it was off to prom, which we were a little late but it worked out perfectly...dinner was pretty good, it wasnt crappy food like everyone warned me about, whew...dancin made my legs hurt SO bad..they are still sore..sad huh? lol...good times...then...sleepin over at ashlyns..AWESOME...we made tacos..muahahaha..yes ash, we love the mexican food...after the beach, which was sooo nice...we watched sum movies...poor shaun was at the end of the couch with me and alan..haha...funny stuff...he played this lil piggy with my toes...its extremely entertaining at 4am i swear...the couch bonding time was fun :) but eventually we did have to sleep..at 6am...muahaha late night..and wow i was impressed that ashlyn was still awake..very shocking..but she was in her own lil tent so im sure she was fine lol....the morning was fun too..me and ash jumped on the boys to get them up and shaun bout punched ash cuz she scared him, she had to duck..haha...luckily alan didnt hit me..he just layed their like a log..and jesses used to it and he loves it lol....momma k. made a really good breakfast..then she bonded with us on the couch..and then it was off to home where i wanted to pass out but went to church instead...arent i a good girl?? hehe....well..im still tired so i am off now....adios...love ya all!
P.S....wayfest extreme was amazing!! best concert ever in life!!!!!
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[17 Apr 2005|09:59pm] |
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mmmk...u all wanna know bout my date dont ya? yaaaaaaa u do....well alan is the best..he first started off the date by bringin me 3 red roses, which smell really good by the way.........then it was off to the cheesecake factory where our lil pager thing was broken :( but it was worth the wait...food was sooo good, especially dessert of course...then we walked around the mall cuz we had time to pass before we went to the movies...we saw The Pacifier with the hotness Vin Diesel (no worries, ur hotter alan lol) the movie was cute, alan thought it was corny i think, but i liked it lol.....and the end of the night was perfecto.....ahhh good times :) the whole night was so fun...no akward moments...we talked the whole time..and we think a lotta like..kinda creepy lol...O YAH and he had the old teenage mutant ninja turtles song..gained 7547 billion points for that...it was awesome...well that covers all the major highlight moments i think!! im sure there shall be many more...........
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[08 Apr 2005|02:40pm] |
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wow, as always, i havent written in awhile..but this one is gonna be short anyways cuz i definitely have to go to work...GRRR....but anyways...today was sumwhat stressful...had a spanish test and a HUGE history test...but i got a B on history..YAYUH! so now im in a good mood, a lil tired tho from stayin up till 1:30 in the morning..o well..
my amiga from illinois is down here now...i havent seen her since last may so its so awesome..gonna be good times these next few days! :)
of course...u must all know the big news by now lol....i have a boyfriend..yay..of course u all know its alan..the most hilarious and sweet person ever...gotta luv him :) cant wait to see him tomorrow!!!!!! o, and cant wait for our date next saturday....!!!!!!!!
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[24 Mar 2005|04:41pm] |
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wow...where to even begin???
this has been the weirdest spring break ever...i had soo much fun at one point and hated life at another..i dont understand these things..i dont understand people in general, how someone can do these things again...and now im questioning what i did...but i know i made the right decision..right? ahhh i hate life...i am so extremely tired right now and i cant sleep at all...i got 3 hours of sleep last night and now its almost 5:00 at night and i just wanna fall over...but unfortunately i cant, cuz everytime i try to lay down and close my eyes i just start thinking which is really retarded...i want my head to just shut up!
and why did he have to come back? why did he have to talk to me again..its been a year and i was accepting the fact that we had completely lost everything...and yea i missed our friendship but i didnt expect anything to change now...and then he came back..............
well now to completely switch over to happy news..the earlier part of yesterday was quite entertaining...pookie, neener, and alan surprised us all by showin up early..which was quite bad timing since i had just rolled outta bed but o well...we then walked to the beach where alans sunburn was definitely cured by us makin his dreams come true! we are amazing chicas....then it was off to home again since the clouds were rollin in..unfortunately we didnt make it all the way home before it poured on us with drops that felt like hail...it was quite a painful but hilarious experience..and then later that night people showed up in shifts..we couldnt have the bonfire cuz of the rain but we were still entertained with twister (which i am the queen of lol) and alans animal and ET impressions..yes he is the man..hahahah
now i think im gonna go and watch some tv and possibly torture myself by readin some old letters...ash, we suck at doin that all the time! hopefully tonight will be good for me since me, ash, and jesse are gonna bond...man it should be some good times! love you all! god bless
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[19 Feb 2005|11:58pm] |
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I have kissed someone...
on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers. (hehe)
in my room.
in their room.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair. (kinda curly lol)
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring. no...tongue ring tho..very interesting lol
who was drunk. (i wasn't i swear)
who was high.
who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss.
on a holiday.
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail. (oops)
in a graveyard. ( um thats just creepy!)
at a show/concert.
at the beach.
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water. (gotta luv the hottub)
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has tattoos. (my rebel stage haha)
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain. (nooo but i want to..charlie! hehe)
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.
with an std.
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus. (yayuh steamy windows! uhh and gettin caught by my boss one time haha)
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part. (wierd question)
in the movies.
eskimo style. (sounds like fun whatever it is)
more people than i can count on one hand
more people than i can count on two hands
with a lisp
in a busy public place
on a close friends bed
in a bathroom
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[13 Feb 2005|05:29pm] |
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1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. what to you think my strength is?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
21. Have I ever made you uncomfortable when humor is not involved?
22. Does my company tend to steal your spotlight?
23. Am I arrogant?
24. Name a place I should live.
25. do you think ill get married?
26. Would you trust me handling a firearm?
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[07 Feb 2005|03:45pm] |
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OMG! i love orlando..lol...me, ash, and pookie had our road trip up there this weekend..it was soo much fun...we surprised the boys at their school-they didnt expect us to be there till bout 5..arent we great? haha...we rented movies fri., went mini-golfing on sat..that was hilarious..i tied charlie for 3rd..ash kicked all our butts..lucky chica...tho pooks won with the most points!! lunch was fun cuz we had a cool waiter, although he definitely lost points by not bringin me free dessert for my bday, right pooks? lol..after that it was off to the village and then that night was the concert...mae and relient k were awesome!! soo much fun, although it was a little chilly, i survived! it was warm in the car at least..thanks to the steamy windows hahahha! TITANIC! sat. night was another movie night, DUH! and sunday was church, which i love..we need a church down here like st. lukes! grr..then perkins where the waitress sucked, o well....then we were forced to leave :( however the road trip wasnt over cuz we got to go to lakeland to see mario!!! that kid is hilarious! and i met sum camp people there which were so incredibly enertaining! lol...man, camp is gonna be sum good times!
well, its quite sad to be home now..i miss everyone up there..cant wait to see them all again..in like 2 months.. :( but at least i have sumthin to look forward to...ill start countin down the days again...and charlie..wow, i love you!!!
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[17 Jan 2005|03:39pm] |
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wow, i havent written in awhile...im sure u are all wondering how my life is goin......well, its great yet awful at the same time..me and ash took a roadtrip up to orlando over xmas break..good times!!! but i miss charlie :( i cant really explain what its like with him..but he knows and thats what matters! 26 more days till im with him! ahh cant wait...movie nights! yayuh..the futon is callin my name...man, sleepin in your arms was the best feeling in the world! even though ur a freak and u better fix that next time..haha cant wait!!!!
lets see, last night me and ash went to marco island to visit pookie, nerina, and kevin...awesome people! gosh, camp people amaze me..i cant wait till this summer to go there...one whole week with all of them..those are gonna be sum good memories!
wow, work sux...way too much of it lately. but i think me and ash and nicohle are hopefully gonna have a meeting with the bosses and complain that we are paid crap lol...hope that goes well hehe
well now im gonna sit and wait for my loverboy to get home so i can call him..grrrrr....adios for now!
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[24 Nov 2004|11:07pm] |
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today was an odd day...i dunno why..just was...school was pointless, although i took a nice nap in first block when we watched a movie..good times...i love how i can sleep in class but never at home when i need to...grr...o well..
work was funny...we got another new food runner named Eric..hes cute for an older guy..probly in his late 20's maybe..i dunno...but hes really nice...i worked with Dru, this new lady whos about 50...shes hilarious..we were a lil concerned tonight though cuz this one worker dude spent A LIL too much time in the bathroom..interesting...roger is a big flirt, which is very very bad..but dude he has the nicest blue eyes, mmmhmmm...lol...but anyways, back to Dru..she told me tonight that i was the reason she didnt quit work today cuz she was so stressed out with training with lola that she didnt wanna come back..but she knew i was gonna work with her tonight and she said she loves me..how sweet :) she also gave me sum advice tonight..we bonded...but she told me that i shouldnt hold back in life cuz ill regret it later..that if i want sumthin, i should go for it cuz theres really nothing to lose. if i dont get it, so what...life will go on and at least i tried and will never have to deal with the "what ifs" later in life...im thinkin that this should be my new motto...however, im not quite sure if i have the guts to do this..cuz rejection sux and i dont think i wanna deal with that....but we will see, it sounds like good advice.....
guess what...tomorrow is thanksgiving...soo HAPPY TURKEY DAY TO ALL!!!!!! i cant wait to eat a buncha food, topped off by pumpkin pie...gonna be good stuff!!!!!!
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[20 Nov 2004|11:13pm] |
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im sooo tired but i have so many thoughts in my head that i cant sleep..so here i am...
where to start...everything has been a lil turned upside down lately...today was interesting...i hadnt talked to andrew in about 2 weeks which i was kinda happy bout in a way cuz i know its a bad idea and then he came in to work today and it was like takin 5 steps back again...im bad at doin that i know...
family life has been crazy...i dont even know whats goin on half the time though cuz im never home..but luckily my sis told me the other day that shes feeling happier and she thinks her luck is changing which is very good cuz maybe she wont go psychotic again...my mom, i dunno...i dunno what to do there...and pops...hes never clued into anythin..he just doesnt wanna deal with it....
hmm..friday night was fun...that was the bonfire at ash's beach...it was really different with so many people there this time but it was still cool...i dont think anything can beat the first one though with rachels palm branch...man that was good times...we were worried the whole night though cuz shaun fell off the face of the earth..but dont worry we found the dumbass...im excited for the next fiesta..probly on x-mas break sumtime..more smores! yay...hopefully it doesnt set me backwards again though.....
me n nicohle definitely gotta talk more...i stayed bout an extra hour at work today just chattin with her...we are so alike its crazy...i like bein able to relate with her..especially with my faith, which is a lil confusing right now...not goin as good as id like but im tryin...just not gettin anywhere yet...
things are still akward with sum people..i thought it was good now but i was wrong...i dunno how to fix it though...and i hate that cuz i need that to get better....
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wow...i just typed a buncha stuff and then my computer went psycho and it all went bye-bye...that sucked!!!!
anyways...as i was going to say before..im sorry i have not written in soo long..im sure u have lost sleep not knowin whats goin on in my interesting life..okay maybe not...anyways..
life has been busy..especially with work...colleen and randy are bout out sick so its been hectic..im on 5 days this week which kinda sux but ill be lovin the big paycheck so its all good...hmm...unfortunately my illegalness got fired bout a week ago..although, im tryin to take that as my sign to stay away from that....he hasnt noticed my distantness (is that a word? is now!) cuz hes been back twice to see me at work..STALKER haha jk..hes still a cutie..
school has been tiring...walters has gone psycho with reading assignments...and im gonna cry when i take the ap spanish test..u have to talk! like into a microphone and tell stories and answer ?s..its crazy man!! o well...its quite amusing listening to urself lol
lets see...what else? i miss jack!! im talkin to him now..i havent been online in forever cuz im a slacker according to him..hes such a crazy kid..i love him!!
uh oh! i have to go grocery shopping with my dad i believe so i must go! ADIOS! god bless all!!!!!!!!
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[20 Oct 2004|09:31pm] |
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WOW...i love this song..."i went skydiving, i went rocky mtn climbing..i went 2.7 seconds on a bull named ¿blue mans doom? and i loved deeper and i spoke sweeter and i watched the eagle as it was flyin..and he said sumday i hope u get the chance to live like u were dying"
well i know ashlyn hates my voice so i shall never sing again..tear...anyways..today was quite an uneventful day..however, i bout peed my pants in mr. walters class when i thought we had to write this crazy complicated essay that he said everyone basically fails....luckily he was feeling nice i guess and gave our class another chance to be quiet, needless to say..no one talked the rest of the day which was a lil boring...but at least i finished reading the assignment in class, although i should be studyin for the quiz right now but im not in the mood at all..o well..i know im a slacker!
dude! my ashes is leaving me for FOUR WHOLE DAYS!! i dunno what im gonna do at school..probly wont go and will just curl up in a ball and cry....but WAIT...i must go friday or i cant work and we all know that i have to go to work...after all...my illegalness is there..muahahhaa 2 more days till that!!! YAYUH!!!
well....due to my uneventful day..i have nothing left to say..except please pray for some people who really need it! they need to find god again and fix some things in their life! also...pray that my ashlyn has a safe trip! planes are dangerous and i would die without her! THANK YOU! TE AMO!
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wow says it all...i dont have any idea what is going on lately..God has been throwing soooo much stuff my way lately that im not sure what to do..i had a long talk with amanda last night bout everything which was really good..i needed to say everything to one person cuz lately i havent been able to talk to my usual advice people cuz they are involved in the issues...and the issues just keep on coming....but after talkin to amanda i think i just need to let everything go and just end all the complications..i need time to sit and think by myself and see where im goin....i also need to learn to say whats on my mind...one of my worst qualities is that i hold back and wait until sooo much builds up that i blow up at someone...and that time is on its way cuz i cant deal with all of this right now...every little thing gets to me way more than it should...and im gettin too attached to things i shouldnt and its gonna hurt so much more later..but i know that i cant let go of what i really need to, cuz thats the one thing that makes me happy...well now that u are all really confused im sure, im goin to lay in bed and think...no sleep again tonight...........
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[16 Oct 2004|12:09pm] |
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WOW....last night at work was definitely some interesting times...mike, the stalker ex-bf called me at work. havent talked to him since May so that was a little scary. after that my whole night was basically thrown way off..then there was andrew...wont really get into that cuz if u need to know, u do already lol nicohle and i got to bond though which was fun..i havent talked to her in sooo long..gotta luv her in-detail stories lol good times
well, today is quite an uneventful day as ashlyn is away in orlando with the boys :( soo jealous! i miss all u guys! just think..cross-trainers shall be coming soon! YAYUH! but now that she is gone, there is absolutely nothing to do which is quite sad...i have tried callin people but manda, karianna, and nicohle are working and jessica cant get a hold of mary..GRRR..i shall probly sit alone in my hottub and reflect later..then head to work at 3 :) yyayyy!!! its so pathetic...im very excited to work..o well..but now julio quit! ashlyn what are we gonna do?!?!?! i was supposed to marry him in a year and a half..and now he left me...what a shocker lol o well...i shall move on shortly...ok im over it
ok all u people in orlando are driving me nuts..i have no idea who i am talkin to! STOP IT!!! i dont need to be pushed more towards craziness!
anyways...my poor mother just called and she has to go paint all day and is very mad cuz she has been sitting in a car for 45 minutes and hasnt even left to go to the house she is painting...now she will be in a very bad mood tonight...at least i have to work! hehehe
well, the hottub is calling me so i must go relax and reflect on my "illegal" actions according to ashlyn!!!!
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testennn yo.
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